The Degenerate Confessions of a Secret Diary

i want to go further into this subject, but for now i’m starting to realize how easy it is to get away with dating more than one girl when you live in nyc. it wasn’t my plan to do this. it’s just something that’s started to happen.

with everyone in nyc so busy and living in different parts of city it’s kind of easy to keep the girls separate throughout the week. the only problem comes when you find you just don’t have the time to date more than one or two at a time.

believe me, i never thought i would have this problem. some nights i would end up crying myself to sleep cause i was so damn lonely. yeah, pathetic i know. whatever. just cause i can be a dick sometimes doesn’t mean i’m totally without feelings.

anyway, i digress… all i’m saying is that i’m finding it a dangerous temptation to continue dating multiple girls so easily in nyc. this is something i have to think about. part of me doesn’t want to put up with the bullshit and drama, but part of me is finding it fun and exciting.  i’ll get back to this…